owangee, teh fugger blogger. ☆

road less taken.

2011-10-22T01:58:00.000+08:00

the hospital has been my third home for the second year now. every now and then i'd be at the hospital doin' blood test and what not.

oh, i've been diagnosed with thyroid, thyroiditis it is. yes, my thyroid glands aren't producing sufficient hormones thus i need the help of hormone pills to help me out with it before i go all nuts on the boyfee!

every single time i'm at the hosp, i'd see couples, families, with their ill sick one to the doctors. i've always been there all alone. once, my mom was worried and frustrated because my doctor isn't giving me any promising answers. i have been and still am under observation. it can be pretty tiring mentally. i do get break downs every now and then. thanks to my awesome friends and loved ones for supporting me, i am still holding on and standing strong up to date!

today was rather amazing somehow.

things didn't started out great. the hospital had an issue with the electricity, it went POOOOF! pitch black dark! then it was running on emergency generator for almost an hour! i was bloooody frustrated! it took me an hour to get the nurse to get my blood for the test! i then waited for another hour for doctor's consultation. no answer because the blood test took longer as promised! so i will have to go back tomorrow. upon waiting for my turn at the clinic, i saw this malay man, aged probably around 50, tongkat (stick, people that's got trouble working with, they use for support) was waiting next to the counter for seats that has been taken by other patients. there was a single seat available but he didn't take it immediately. he waited till there were two seats, he then called his wife to come over and have a seat with him.

it was amazing to witness such love in the cruel world we're living in.

everlasting love do exist. don't give up on hope and faith.

it brings you to amazing places.

love,
owangee.

rolled cigarettes.

2011-08-12T01:39:00.004+08:00

days been bitter sweet lately. gotta keep up to the tempo, getting out of tune to keep things hip. it ticks me off when daniel powter told me one too many times, you had a bad day and you need a blue sky holiday! oh hell yes i need one.


its 21st century - deal with it.

i draw verbally better than my fingers can. go figure.

All the other kids with the pumped up kicks you'd better run, better run, faster than my bullet.

RUN, DICKHEADS!

realization.

2011-06-09T01:27:00.000+08:00

i'm grateful to have a bunch of colleagues, whom i'd rather put them as my true friends, that really taught and will continue teaching me good lessons in work wise and life.

its rather depressing to hear criticism, but no denial i have been that way.

i dont know whats gotten into me but its about time to get back on track.

i love you guys!

people that really care about you are the ones that would correct you regardless of how they would break your heart deep down.

listen to me, i'm feeling afraid.

2011-05-25T22:42:00.000+08:00

remember that i'm only human.

its been ages since i wrote.

i need my camera.

till then, stay fun. (:

Many struggle with this,

2011-03-31T11:20:00.000+08:00

some, like me, just never made it through.

Made a wrong turn
Once or twice
Dug my way out
Blood and fire
Bad decisions
That's alright
Welcome to my silly life

Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood

Miss "no way it's all good"

It didn't slow me down
Mistaken
Always second guessing
Underestimated
Look, I'm still around...

Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like your less than
Fuckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing
You're fuckin' perfect to me

You're so mean
When you talk
About yourself
You are wrong
Change the voices
In your head
Make them like you
Instead
So complicated
Look how big you'll make it

Filled with so much hatred

Such a tired game
It's enough
I've done all I can think of

Chased down all my demons

See you do same

http://youtu.be/s4Rax2PXiWA

wishful thinking.

2011-03-24T01:27:00.000+08:00

i grew up with Carpenters, did you?

i love this song to the bones. back then, music was all about love, wishful thinking, everlasting love, all i want is to hold your hand and to be there for you, joy.

these days, drugs, whores, being cool in a bad way, blings, money, FAME (which pretty much destroys yourself in the end if you're not able to handle it).

or its pretty much like this;

i love you but i love her even more so what if we stay together babe we could have some threesome once in a while i'd fuck you and you'd suck her pussy and she'll moan in the face and sometimes we could have some orgy party with others but baby dont let it get to you because you know you're the only one for me im sorry that ive left you aside from all the fame that i had and i got taken away... and it goes on.

fuck it! but, there are good ones still! praise em baby!

here's what i wanna talk about today.

religion.

its something so sensitive that at times people become a tad bit too defensive.

every other religion have got their good way of teaching and so on. sorry no pics this time around!

so i'm buddhist (god please tell me why i keep typing buddshit instead of buddhist wtf), but i've never been one that actually take the effort to learn and understand more about it. what more keeping the tradition going on.

i went to a traditional ceremony, its my second time around if i'm not mistaken, where you hold a joss stick, lotus wax candle (not everyone but i did), 70cents (girls). then you'll walk up to a bridge (like a mini pedestrian bridge), get blessed by the holy water and stamp (on your shirt).

that's not all. there's more to it.

at the very beginning of the ceremony, families would arrive much earlier to pray before the ceremony takes hand.

when the clock strikes at the perfect moment, they then started their chanting and playing the traditional instruments. its REALLY loud. you'll have to be very observant to see whats the whole ceremony about.

possession.

it has been inherited by generations and generations for decades, its amazing how it is still happening up to date.

so they say you've got to be pure enough to be possessed by the god, all kinds of god.

some would be rolling all over the floor, swaying their head, shaking their leg really fast, etc.

they'll behave really weird (they act like how the god is believed to be) once the god is in their body. they'll bless the bridge and families, they'll give you advice and so on.

there were so much going on that i got confused and just stood at the corner observing everyone that has been consistently keeping up with this tradition for all their life.

so my question is, is this all an act, a myth, or is this true?

my experience was freaky, i felt. OH, not to forget how annoyed i was.

the queue was a mess and it was superbly long, these people would just act like they're talking and smiling to the sky and ta-daaaa! you got pushed like 5 people behind the line! WTF! i was pissed mad. i thought you were suppose to behave, WHERE ARE YOU MORALE VALUES PEOPLE?! you're in a temple?! anyhow, that didn't just happen once nor twice. yes. imagine how annoyed i was. you MUST be barefooted while waiting in line. holy crap. it was wet.. grass.. mud.. soil.. please. save. me. LOL. it was awful and i couldn't stop imagining that i'll have some worm in my body carried by dogs like i watch in discovery channel. okay i must stop that now or else i won't be sleeping tonight.

when it was my turn, i got stopped by the god in human form, then this girl and a few old ladies came next to me (jumped queue, DUH!), if you were instructed by the god to cut my line, just let me know. stop pushing me off to the side! its so rude! she then got up before the god told her to and wow did she get some good ol' embarrassment. you deserved it!

after i crossed the bridge, you're suppose to leave some (different amount for male/female) in a bucket. this old man told me to put it in the bucket filled with water and flower which was the "blessing water" for the guan yin to sprinkle on the bridge passerby. so i did, put the coins into the bucket. she gave me a very displeased facial emotion. i freaked out! lol.

good experience i'd say.

PS; i got a job a day after crossing the bridge after four months of being jobless and two months of job hunting, not to mention being rejected continuously!

next post up is about my project for #japan. i hope some of you could really help me out here.

many thanks!

so they say,

2011-03-21T12:37:00.001+08:00

you bloody hell have freedom of speech.

turns out, no. of course you do get to talk about anything under the sun.

BUT, here's the thing. every individual's have got their rights to speak their mind. so you've got to RESPECT others for what they have to say.

at times, people judge too quickly. they pick the words that they want to read and put them into a sentence. think again, do you really think that's the whole picture? do you understand what the person is trying to tell?

i'm taking #japan's multiple natural disaster as an example.

tons of people are making a HUGE deal out of the disaster.

i had NO idea about the earthquake at china.

when asked, did you say anything about china when they lost 200,000 people?

first of, i had no idea about the earthquake. second of, i did ask about what happened.

it is said that the contractors were keeping the money instead of building the quality requested for to avoid situation like this. (sek lui already!)
china is known for bringing the world various disease. eating dogs, cats, insects, what ever they can. don't even mention hygiene.
giving lower grade/swapping ingredients for babies milk that DID HARM BABIES?

i wouldn't judge the whole of china in one perception. its probably because i haven't gotten any pleasant stories or pleasing news from china. except touching stories of prostitutes. wtf.

why did #japan did such a huge impact on me?

it was my dream to study and work at japan! of course it didn't happen as i'm blogging from malaysia. wtf.

when asked why do you love your wife/husband so much, how do you answer?

THAT IS HOW I FEEL ABOUT #JAPAN. it had given me that much. so am i to blame to be so upset about the current situation of #japan?

imagine how much have #japan given to us? china on the other hand, poor factory workers are losing their job because the labor at china is fucking cheap.

when a product is presented to you, "made in china", it says. when you held that product it was a 100% in you that you wanna get it. are your arms telling you to place it back?

#japan have given so much. i've got anime to grow up with. i've got anime to inspire me. i've got wonderful japanese porns. wtf. i've got japanese food that i love to the bones. there's so much more! sakura and the list is never ending.

i am NOT judging china by the cover. i believe there are good sides in china that i have yet to discover. like i said, im not judging china as a whole.
NOW,

(now 9.0)
AND FUCKING HELL STOP JUDGING A BOOK BY ITS COVER.

END.

PS; Dead:5,000. Why so? BECAUSE THEY WERE PREPARED, FIRST CLASS NATION, DISCIPLINED.

roller coaster ride.

2011-01-21T15:36:00.014+08:00

its been a handful back in twenty ten.

i don't think 2011 is gonna get any better.

have you ever felt like you're the narrator of your own story?

every single step you take, there's a voice behind it.

sometimes i wonder if i'm trying too hard or maybe i'm just annoying that we don't hang out anymore.

we lead such different life now, we have such different mind set.

for once, i felt tired getting brainwashed.

it feels kinda good to actually get neutral comments/feedback, people that have actually been through it or those who are very determined to be there.

it did feel really good hanging out with some old buddies again, you guys opened up my mind!

i tried. but i guess it just never worked.

that was the gap that we had since before and it never went away.

a whole lot of people think, NERDS SUCK.

hey assholes, you guys are wrong. they are the people who rocked my world.

who said being a nerd suck, huh? i'm a dam cool one.

how do you define being the POPULAR, the COOL, the one that people always look up to?

shooting a real gun?

lay back and think, how long has it been that you smiled this pure?

it felt really good to be in the comfort zone again.

the people who makes me feel, i didn't have to act it up, i didn't have to always try so hard to be the joke and put a smile on you, i didn't have to hold back.

the people who ALWAYS knew that I AM THE JOKE, whether i am dead silent or a crazy girl on a roller coaster ride. not to forget my favourite swear words.

its rather surprising, memories made me felt like i was,

home.

P/S; Min, Vie, Cass: it's also VERY surprising how far off we went in distance as time goes, it felt like we have never drifted apart. long you guys long time.

FML.

2010-11-02T13:45:00.001+08:00

its been ages since i blogged! but, hey hey hey, imma have my own domain. shud i? hmm. lol.

yeah. for the fun of it. :D

twitter.

2010-08-17T19:16:00.001+08:00

sorry people of twitter.

im removed random people that i dont know personally.

keeping my twitter acc at the highest privacy.

love, yean.

FUG YOU.

2010-08-03T17:18:00.001+08:00

FUG YOU. FUG FUG FUG FUG FUG!!

ITS ALL TRASH CRAP NONSENSE BULLSHIT.

MSD Soft Launch.

2010-07-24T12:28:00.004+08:00

not too long ago, MSD's Soft Launch was done.

FINALLY. OMG FINALLY.

i had two weeks to get everything done.

sorry bloggers i didnt get you guys more freebies. ran out of time!

haahaha!

the event was successful! i didnt snap any pictures or mingle around much.

because. when i came back to the showroom.

THE AUDI TT AND BMW X6 WENT MISSING.

JEFF AND PAUL WERENT HERE YET.

ONLY ONE QUESTION.

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WHERE THE FUCK IS ALL THE CARS?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

for the first time, ChubbyBoss panicked too. HAHAHAHAHA.

he ringed my cell.

ChubbyBoss: Hello, im taking the porsche now. *giggles*

Me: Which porsche?

ChubbyBoss: Number 6. Ma zhai.

Me: WHERE IS THE AUDI TT AND X6????

ChubbyBoss: X6 at exhaust shop, tt polishing. *laughs*

Me: OMG IM GONNA KILL YOU OMGGGGGGG.

ChubbyBoss: *laughs* im coming back now.

he was quite nervous i think. LOL. he actually called me to inform me that he's bringing the cayman over. he went out without letting me know he's gonna pick up the car. LOL.

anyhow! it all went smoothly.

a lot of them loved the X6.

by the time the TT with LSD door came back, there were only a few bloggers left.

and they went nuts!!

so im too lazy to steal pics.

so i'll tell you what i can do right now.

go to our FB page - CLICK MEH!

i'll include the link in the next post.

when i announce the winners!

p/s: please dont think too far. there is no BMW or Audi or Porsche to be gifted. LOL. dont put your expectations too high!!

big thanks to Simon and BlupBlup for organizing this event with me!

thanks you all blupblup bloggers who made it that day!

kesedihan knnb.

2010-06-28T18:37:00.001+08:00

why no one wanna guess my second ad T___________T

the company that advertise that is Nigrin. so try it now please i dam sad already. T_T

i dam emo. my atos chai gear box kaput de. dam sad dam sad dam sad.

i wan dai de. baibai.

SIGH.

the agony.

2010-06-14T11:30:00.007+08:00

when you're at 1x - 2x years old, you'd order wan tan mee, dont want green chili, milo ais.
added with some highlighted long hair, sling bags, slight make up.

when you're at 2x - 3x years old, you'd order chicken chop with tomato sauce, mocha or hot chocolate.
you'll have medium brown coloured hair, as long as it can grow, have it curled at the bottom, big ass LV handbag, casual/natural/sexy smoky make up to attract dicks.

when you're at 3x - 4x years old, you'd order char kuey teow extra spicy, kopi ais.
you'll have your whole head dyed (mostly BLONDE OR GOLD OR RED WFT), medium hair length, hang bags, heavy make up.

when you're at 5x years old, you cant be bothered to order food, kopi panas satu.
you'll have short hair, dyed to black, hang bag, no make up except for eyebrow embroidery.

wft.

thanks Sheridan for correcting me. LOL.

i found some good ad!

i had to look at it twice to notice it. HAHAHAHHA.

you must be thinking.. BLACK BLANK PAGES?!?! IS THIS COMPANY RICH OR WHAT?

hoho. try to guess it! answer will be revealed soon!

passion.

2010-06-09T11:27:00.002+08:00

its been a while since i blogged. lol.

so, i've decided to stay at MSD.

funny thing is, they dont see my love for cars.

and yet, they want me to stay. am i really needed here?

i saw, i drove, i felt.

i can tell actually. especially the ones that i love.

very very much. its probably because i only keep it to myself and never shared or asked anything.

or they just happen to ask me things that i cant keep it in my stupid brain. lol.

why am i so selective of what i want to be stored in my brain?

im lost.

so i had a reunion with the cousins from my mom's side.

it was superb! haha. everyone doubt my choice of "Letters to Juliet"!

HAH! take that! it was an AWESOME movie.

"Now, how many Sophie's are there in this planet?"

"I never knew love has an expiry date."

Charlie is such a sweetheart.

hahahaha. now, only true love exist.

of distorted L4/5 backbone.

2010-04-19T12:03:00.002+08:00

hello hellooooo!

naw, i thought imma do "confessions of the broken heart" as i posted "confessions of a broken heart" in twitter. if you're not following me, do it nawwww!!

follow follow followw twweeettttt!!

i'll be updating there more than FB now. :D

BB is awwwsummm pawwsummm for having Twitter for Blackberry!

im back to work with my not-so-straight backbone!

will update in a bit! gotta work! :D

keep out.

2010-04-07T15:16:00.002+08:00

you know, even FB isnt a place to whine anymore.

there's hardly any place that you can just rant however and whenever you want without being CCTV-ed.

FB is so scary and annoying and boring, i feel like deactivating my bloody account.

you know how people use status updates to tell anything at all to their friends?

lol.

• im now at xxxxx.
• having lunch! (:
• im feelin so fucking emooooooo. >:(

why wont anyone say.. "im having sex now! yumm!"

LMFAO.

• im givin a blowjob now. his dick is so big and juicy.
• ohhhh daymmm. her pussy is bushy as hell.

LOL.

why?!

or when you have your colleagues/bosses in your friends list.

and you're mad pissed at them.

and you cant go..

• my boss is so fucked up. i feel like leavin'.
• my colleague is such an idiot for taking me for granted.
• i fucking hate my job.

you know, it sucks hell.

lmfao.

i feel like there's no place at all to express how i feel.

naw, i thought blogging is where i could rant. im so fucking wrong.

creativity.

2010-04-06T16:40:00.002+08:00

today, i would like to make it clear that i am not a GRAPHIC DESIGNER.

yes, i love the creative side.

i love all the artsy fartsy stuff. BUT HEY, im a Diploma in Advertising/Marketing grad.

NOT ADVERTISING/GRAPHIC DESIGN.

i think im pretty much sick of being in the creative field.

i wanna go back to where i belong.

where my talent is.

and stop lying to myself.

thanks.

tell me.

2010-04-05T15:11:00.004+08:00

oo. i've been away for pretty long ay.

MSD's new showroom is almost completed.

*breathessss*

i dont know if it looks good, but its all worth.

all the hardwork.

ahhh.. DiDi is back at Penang now. ):

i'll miss having him around! its always the three of us going yum cha, driving around, doin stupid stuffs. <3

i'll miss you DiDi. Racing Fit isnt the same without you. ):

第第，我好想你。

i stepped on a bee lately. it went like this.

*walk*

ouch, pain lar. nevermind continue walking.

eh, really pain lar knn.

*looks* O____O its a fucking HUGE ASS ANT!!

ouchh dam sakit knnbccb. wait. *looks*

ITS A BEEEEEEEEEE!!

*jumps out of the kitchen*

"BERNARDDDDDDD I STEPPED ON A BEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!"

"OH. okay! just sit first, im coming."

*screams in horrible pain as my hero removes the sting.*

RAWRR.

my hero. <3

okay then i drove this annoying cayenne.

ohh! last tuesday i went drinking with tofoo! LOL.

Tofoo: This is Stuart.
Me: Hi! *shakehand*
Tofoo: This is NICHOLAS.
Me: Hi! *pause* What?! Ridiculous?!

Everyone burst out laughing. LOL. IM SO SORRY I DIDNT MEAN TO.

that night was awesome!

to the BFF, Jaz!

2010-03-16T14:56:00.003+08:00

A very HUGE shoutout to my BFF, Jaz. ♥

Happy Birthday to YOU!!

May you have an AWWSUMMMM twenty ten!

My buddy since we were 8. Neighbors turned BFFs. (:

Get fat together.

Badmintons, gossips, pornos, pillow talk. (:

Do silly things together.

She's been all in for me!

Though there was a period of time we were separated, amazingly enough, it didnt tear us apart!

All the hardships that we've been through, we're all in for each other! (: ♥

Have a blast hun. ♥

broken.

2010-03-12T13:23:00.003+08:00

is all that great.

it gives you butterflies in your tummy, rosy cheeks durin' them love moments.

but sometimes it makes me feel..

dead, turn into an angel hopefully (devil sounds good too. lol.) then go to heaven. kthxbye. wft.

there's always times when you mend the broken heart, but it could never be perfect again.

when it all comes crashing down, IT ALMOST FEELS LIKE THE END OF THE WORLD.

okay please feel free to use my heart and use it for someone who needs one ASAP. LOL.

the hope is gone. the faith you carry is gone.

its the thoughts of you that keeps me here, alive. you regained my hope and faith.

one after another, you'd never know that my heart can never be broken.

someone gift me this shirt please. :D

love is built tough. or so they say.

there's more to good times, than hurtful ones, if you ever recall.

love seems to be a death sentence at times.

death sentence of happiness and joy with laughter.

sprinkle some love and have a blast peeps.

RAWRR.

2010-02-23T11:47:00.002+08:00

two words.

no. not you!

let me tell all of you what happened yesterday.

i went to the post office to pay MadBoss's road tax.

then i went of Hyundai Service/Training (WHATEVER) Centre at GLENMARIE.

i lost my petrol cap and i had to get another one.

the last time i got it from Joey the Manager of another Hyundai branch at Klang (if im not mistaken).

the price for it was around RM25-Rm30. i cant remember. but the MAX would be just THIRTY MALAYSIAN RINGGIT.

so i went there - was greeted with lousy service.

the only nice thing i received was:-

1. the guard to open the door WITHOUT a smile for me.
2. very forceful smile service by the receptionist to tell me where i should go to.

i saw two men, so i approach one. assuming he was the mechanic, i paused and asked who should i refer to.

he pointed at the lady who was busy (emotionally) talking on the phone.

so i stood there waiting for her (thank god for BB) like an idiot.

i stood there for about 5 minutes.

she then did some facial language to her colleague saying that she is busy.

she didnt even say sorry or look at me with a sorry sympathetic-ish face.

now i shall say,

again.

fine. i walked to this service advisor named - Ken.

was greeted with NO smile. yet again i was smiling like an idiot.

so he told me he'll check if they have stock and the price for it.

so thank god for BB again.

bbmbbminternetfbfbfbbbbbbbb.

this is when the,

moment came.

Ken: We have the petrol cap in stock for your car and the price is RM50.xx. (i forgot the cents)

Me: What?? RM50 for the petrol cap? the last time i got it was about 30bucks only. its just that i got it from another branch. why are the prices so different?

Ken: Maybe its dealer price. cause our prices are all the same. or maybe you got the pirated one lor. you can go further up there at the shop you can get it (pirated hyundai petrol cap).

i was feeling all so...

already.

HEY KEN, did you know i got it from the MANAGER? SO YOU'RE TELLING ME THE MANAGER IS SELLING FAKE STUFF TO ME?

HELLO MR KEN. dont fugging accuse me for using fake parts okay. i use only GENUINE PARTS YOU DUMB FUG. if i can pay for motul engine oil and michelin tyres, WHY THE FUCK DO I NEED FAKE HYUNDAI PETROL CAP FOR?

and IF i were to get FAKE Hyundai petrol cap, DO YOU THINK I NEED YOU TO FUGGING TELL ME WHERE TO GET IT? YOU DUMB SHIT.

okay? DUMD FUG.

被愛

2010-02-10T17:52:00.010+08:00

被愛，應該是幸福的。對嗎？我之想要快樂，可以嗎？

i know! my chinese sucks!! but hey, bare with me okay?

i'm trying to leaaaarn to write. (:

and read.

LOL.

here's a thousand and one reason WHY I LOVE MY JOB.

you see, at least once a month, i get street racing lessons from ChubbyBoss.

so usually, i'll drive SmallEyedBoss's car. Audi A3.

hehe. it doesnt look as ganas as this la of course. DUUHHHH.

LOOK FAST RIGHT?! 2.0!!

there was once. i was just driving at 100km/h, taking my own sweeeeet time to go back to sunway from cheras. then it was Audi A3 vs Proton Savvy time. LOLOLOLOL.

i didnt start it okay. this red Proton Savvy came from the back and kept tailgating me.

for once i felt like i was driving a Ferarri.

accelerate, release, wait, accelerate, release, wait, accelerate, release, wait. LOL.

till we reached the toll. got bored. and went slow instead. LOL.

so one PUURRRFECT day, i followed ChubbyBoss to Sri Damansara to send the customer's car.

DO YOU KNOW HOW IT FEELS LIKE?! HAVING TO KEEP UP WITH CARS LIKE :

THIS! PORSCHE CAYENNE TURBO S.

AND THISS!! BMW E90/3SERIES.

AND...... THISSSSSSSS?!?!?!?!?!!??!

cant seee?!?!?

STILL DONT KNOW?!

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still DONT FUCKING KNOW?!?!

here. let me tell you.

BEHOLD!

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BMW E92 335i.

FMLWTFFMLFMLFMLFYLWTFWFTBBQOMFGFU.

the amount of concentration.. the production of sweat and anxiety.

IS AMAZING.

so if any of you are interested in taking lessons please leave a comment.

i will arrange and get back to you asap.

LOL.

ChubbyBoss: you know.. you drive too slow.

Me: ............ not my car ma.

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SOBS.

FML.

hehehehhehehhhe. wtf. omg la. i dont know?!

im out of words now. LOL.

good day peeps!

a little test on me.

2010-02-04T12:19:00.002+08:00

I tried this test. and its FUCKING freaky.

its so accurate. im afraid. wtf.

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

wanna give it a try?

LOL.

HAHAHH. FUCK MY LIFE.

Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

this is fun. LOL. GO TRY!

twenty ten!

2010-01-29T12:10:00.004+08:00

so yeah.. coming into the 29th day of twenty ten, this is my first blog post of the year.

hahahaha. i've been slacking. lost the mojo. oh where did you go?

mojo gotta come back!

so FINALLY we're seeing something in the new Motorsport Division showroom.

here's a sneak peak.

the counter ceiling is so pretttttttttyyyyyyyyyyyy.

im so happppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!

okthxbye.

i lost the mojo again. LOL.

everything is new.

2009-12-28T17:25:00.003+08:00

hey all! i know i've been missing for pretty long now.

i've lost the sense of typing out nonsense like i used to do.

this year was filled with obstacles. pretty tough ones and easy ones.

overall it made me a different person, a better one and what not.

i've met so many people, so many different kinds.

poor, average, rich. you name it!!

anyhow, 21st was a blast! (:

it was only a small tiny celebration with the cousins and bf. drink up!

my family surprised me much with my 21st gift. (:

i got home, half tipsy, with a surprise all ready for me.

i waited till morning to open up my gift with the family! it was a pretty necklace that mom bought!

hehe. the bf bought me the fossil watch that i love. thanks beee!

the bff bought me a make up set with a bag! thanks bff!

and ooo! i got a christmas gift from Mellisa and Ivan. (: thankssssss you loan sharks. (;

everything is going perfectly fine, until he left.

this year of 2009, i've lost 2 dearest person. whether its for better or worse, i am not in place to judge. but to only hope they're in a better place.

i never thought that the my mom said 'its gonna be the last time', will come true this time. it was my last time, after like 4 times of saying it, seeing my grandpa and sending him off to heaven. i spent his last one hour with him, only to watch him suffer and there was nothing i could do about it. i whispered in my heart, 'leave if you have to, stop all the pain, and be in a better place. i wont say you're selfish nor hold you back just because i've never spent time with you but my busy life. i dont wanna see you in pain, i wish to see you living with a smile everyday.'. he suffered practically every second till he left, im sad but im glad to see his pain have finally ended forever. (:

on a different note (oh so random i know), im so glad that i chose Motorsport Division and stayed after several offers from other companies. sometimes its not the amount written on the pay cheque that matters, but its the people. the working environment here is just awesome, the people are wonderful, the experience is one of a kind, the benefits are never ending. im appreciative that im treasured here by all you great people! seeing the talent in me! (: here i am, bowing to you, thank you.

to be in the crew for Boss-I next year is gonna be so exciting! meeting all sorts of people around the world. to learn and much more.

finally, the Coach is gettin' married. its about time. (:

Chow and Min's wedding is gonna be a bomb!

Triple weddings! oh gosh!

now, im signing off! to slack more at work! :D

21 Guns.

2009-11-23T15:37:00.001+08:00

21 Guns (Album Version) - Green Day

the song says it all.

weird but true. im feelin' that way for sometime now.

but i dont seem to be able to share it with anyone?

full boooooost!

2009-11-06T17:08:00.002+08:00

wooots!

im working. and im doing my best. im trying.

im tired now. been doing the catalogue since i started work today!

im getting the hang of recognizing the carbon fiber hoods now.

teeheee. so happy. am glad am glad.

i had migraine the last two days. it was HELL.

i KO-ed during mid day. slept off at the back of the workshop. so comfy. :3

sifu chai sifu chai, it took me alot of drop the temptation of tongue piercing.

and now its back. its back. and yes, mom would kill me if i ever get that.

but i really want it though. im not asking for much.

i'll probably settle for some ink then, huh? shh.

but i still want my tongue piercing. sigh.

its not that its cool, its cause I LOVE IT. i'd go for a lip piercing too. :3

ahh. Boss-I is currently at Thailand for Formula D Thailand. All the best yo!

Uncle-A's gonna beat his ass, apparently. LOL.

fucking cockroaches are appearing much in the store now. FUCKING SHIT.

i'd need to stock up on anything that can kill them.

ahh, off i go now. till i get my funny senses again!

Hell.. O!!

2009-11-02T19:46:00.004+08:00

As owangee is too busy doing nothing, I will guest blog for her. Who I am is up to you to go figure.

SO! What to blog about, what to blog about? Any ideas? Something preachy? Something lame? How about blogging about vacuum cleaners?

Since I have no blog, and this blog might be dead for some time I think I'll be blogging about things I'm finding interesting these days.

1) Bra Boys, check it out. Sydney bases surfing community.
2) My Life Is Average.
3) Famous Asian-American porn stars' blogs. awesome insightful stuff
4) Muse
5) Left 4 Dead (old, but yeah its awesome)
6) Frank Sinatra
7)Avenged Sevenfold
8) LL
9)Old school action movies!! (HELL YEAH!!)
10) Pile UPS!!
11) Fried ducks
12) Gutterpost?
13) Beer
14) Steaks
15) Dota!

Well, this is where it ends. Ciao the MAO

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owangee here. you fucking shit.

lol. what the fuck are you talking in my blog dude. rofl.

you're suppose to give me some good post man.

SO I REALLY, LIKE REALLY, NEED TO EXPRESS NOW.

fuck. oh fuck. for the first time in my life i actually feel really stressed out from work.

in every way. i had insomnia because i was too stressed and depressed.

and now, i dont know if i'll get insomnia again. sigh.

i really wanna do sales, but im afraid.

i want to learn, but im afraid.

why the fuck am i being so afraid for?

fuckin shit. sigh.

im afraid because im scared of failure.

but failure brings me up.

sigh. this is tough as hell.

cross my fingers, i'll fight for it, pray for me. imma do it.

exhausted.

2009-10-30T13:45:00.002+08:00

i've been busy, busy, busy.

and i will still be busy, busy, busy.

wtf.

im finally done with the ad. *phew

and im having low blood pressure and insomnia.

i havent been sleeping much, i havent been sleeping well.

and i feel so crappy. T.T

overall, i feel stressed out at the moment.

so im taking a break from blogging.

till i get my happy senses back again.

much love, owangee.

war.

2009-10-24T02:29:00.002+08:00

I NEED TO UPDATE MY BLOG. OMFG.

lol. been. thinking. too. much.

that when i try to post something. my brain goes blank.

*sigh

i just finished my FB chat war with my boss. i wish one day i can beat him in his specialty.

T_________________T

GOODNITE!

leave me in the corner when i feel safe, most.

2009-10-10T01:15:00.003+08:00

Its been a roller coaster ride so far.

Feelings are meant to tell me what I should do.

As quoted by someone, "At work, everyday is an exam.".

Its as if you're in an examination hall every single day and it turns out to be your office.

With your cup, your favourite keyboard to smash at, your pen and books.

As I watch the life of a foreigner student from a distance.

As far as miles as they can be away from their family, their life seems so.. light.

... something that I have lost the touch and feel of.

omigosh party peoples!

2009-10-09T14:05:00.004+08:00

Just recently, i was at Hin Hwee's 23rd Birthday Bash at Bar Mitzvah!

It was awesome! this particular bar, knows MUSIC.

It was a lil awkward in the beginning, till most of the people left.

Leaving the closed ones behind, MAD.

Thats when you get to see people get drunk.

Doin' mad stuff.

All those thingamagic.

This was before! After them alcohols..

All those, "i wanna drink", "i wanna take pic!", "shy laa", moments.

When alcohol takes place.. LMFAO!

It was real fun, unexpected.

There was a few awkward, blushing, moments of course.

But nevertheless, it was pure awesome. Damn you Hh. You didnt drink the tequila.

SO in return, you drink double tomorrow!

Oh Em Gee, when Hh was drunk, she started biting everyone's ears and pulling and falling.

Then Wei Chen and i caught her puking with Henry patting her back outside the bar.

ROFL! And she wouldnt touch me. Apparently its because i have a bf.

On a random note, the BF told me now he knows why i like watching lesbian porn.

ROFL! They're just hawt like that aight. So seductive yo mama.

Cant wait for the BBQ party tomorrow!

And oh boy, sunbathing on Sunday morning!

Hella fun. Party with me bitches!

When i was on my way to work today, Akon's Beautiful reminded me of the BF.

I am a girl that does mistakes and so on. :b

Then Team Lobos's truck passed by me. Reminds me of the time i worked with Fadzli for the 100Plus event.

It brought back the memory i had with Jo, all those fun times.

I miss them all so so much.

lost.

2009-09-30T00:40:00.004+08:00

confused, confused, oh i am.

im so confused that i dont know what to do.

im lost and surrounded by questions all over.

why does this have to happen?

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yes, im working now.

and my next post will be about 'sharing' than complaining.

according to Boss-I, i use my blog to release my emotions. LOL!

so the next post, SHARING!

and you silent readers, just so you know, you can leave comments too!

let me know your existence?

FANK YOU!

on a random note: YES I DREW THE DAM EVO AND SUBARU ON MY OWN (obviously, tracing it out from a pic. NOT BY USING LIVE TRACE. pen tool!) IN ADOBE ILLUSTRATOR OKAY! i did not google.com.my-save-copy-paste that for my header! its all my work!! *imjustsorandom*

i just wanna 'show off' ma cannot meh blek go away la. ewww. wtf. -asianstyle-

LOL. just so kimmy and solo could understand. LOL!

artworks the next round! till then, bye peeps!

for godsake.

2009-09-22T01:36:00.000+08:00

im annoyed by how dumb and irritating some people can be.

anyways, i will update soon when im in the mood.

my brain's been empty. LOLWTF.

them cute boys.

2009-09-09T03:48:00.011+08:00

i've been working over the weekend for Relliance during Matta Fair!

the travel fair!

the competition. was MADNESS.

part of me was about to faint from laughing.

the other was pissed mad.

LOL. its like a kids game.

you no come my place i no go your place you push me and fuck me up.

LOL.

its just stupid.

so i was working with 7 pretty ladies and 1 guy.

left to right. then bottom.

- Fatin, Venasa, Shook Yee, Jing Mun, Cynthia, Renee, Eleen, Kim.

it was too fun. LOL.

especially the last day! i'll upload the vids once i've got them.

we're like screaming our lungs off to grabs as much attention as we can.

LOL. and me stalking them cute korean dance crew boys.

*heheldmyhand* OMFG. and yes he's cute. XP

"Renee : Her main priority is the korean boys, she doesnt even care if we are missing."

LOLOLOL. i did still look out for you! (;

the guy on the left. woohoo. but the guy below is darn cute too. he's got them naughty boy face.

>:D

and they're Sachoom!

i heart B.Boys!

especially the guy on the right. he dances well and he's too cute! ♥

the guy on the left is too friendly and you'll be amazed with how well he can dance. lol.

B.Boys's too friendly. XD

Jing Mun and I.

Shook Yee and I.

Da Som and I.

Kim trying to kill me. "Dont shake!!!"

Fatin and Cynthia. Pretty!

Shook Yee and Venasa with me!

Kim killin' Shook Yee's wig. ROFLMAO.

finally its done and over. =)

all the best Renee!

its been fun working with all of you!

and of course! thanks Brenda for making this happen!

SJ B.Boys.

Sachoom.

shine up, rockstar.

2009-08-30T02:32:00.007+08:00

the dress makin' you look good aint what i do.

makin' the dress look good is what im gonna do.

two different things right? LOL.

so. life's been a mess.

it's been really really tough sorting it out.

and allowing reality to slap me in the face again and again and again without realizing.

LOL. what a mess.

soooo.

just the other day. i had a really really funny argument with Justin.

so we were arguing then he told me to not say sorry later. i then mumbled some shit that i dont remember. LOL. he then asked me what did he told me not to do.

WITH CONFIDENCE I SAID "YOU SAID NO.", then gives bitch glare.

like wtf? he said not to say sorry and i remember but i said no. wtf?!

im so messed up. XD

dont text and drive, so use qwerty phones! =D

when you use qwerty phones you dont text and drive! cause its too annoying! =D

oo. while you're at it. google up Peter Chao.

thanks Nick for showing me the awesome Peter Chao. =D

oooooh yes. i've been cooking. doin' vege shopping.

ohh. i cant stand bloody chicken. i'd puke. omg.

LOL. so i tried makin' mashed potatoes.

WELL. the potatoes was okay but the gravy wasnt that good. LOL.

i love potatoes. explains the smelly farts?! LOL.

HMPH. im pissed off with stupid windows live messenger.

you know why you try all to be so hot/pretty in a pic then you wanna put it as your display pic.

*omgsoexcitedilooksohot/pretty*

*woohoothisisitman*

*changesdisplaypic*

look at the image below to imagine my facial expression.

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WTF?!

ughhh..

OH. that's Nick by the way. my DGO dancing partner. LOL.

*ilovepawningyouinDGOnick* *evilsmile*

MUAHAHAHA!

good day all!

gotta catch some sleep.

tooooooooooooooooo malacca and beyooooooooooooooooooond!!

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2009-08-28T01:42:00.002+08:00

my one and only!

heeee. ♥

through thick and thin. standing strong. =)

i ♥ you.

updates!

2009-08-27T00:27:00.002+08:00

first! CLICK HERE!

or you could click on the link at my sidebar.

the products are sooo pretty! its from my babe Jazz.

she's selling them, so BOOK YOUR ORDERS! =D

second!

i am OFFICIALLY JOBLESS.

how great is that huh?!

and yes, im cooking much now. lol.

it doesnt suck so bad. its still yummy alright!

im good at cookin' baby congee. (;

ohhh and yes. i miss my long long hair. =(

not that looong but yeah. XD

and here's a pic of my baby. <3

more updates soon. headin' to bed now.

till then, SMILES! =D

goddammit.

2009-07-21T21:48:00.002+08:00

im so sick that its not even funny. TT_____TT (besides the fact that im left with RM100)

*depressiondepressiondepressiondepression*

first i had sore throat.

then im having fever. hoooootttttt then normallllll.

comes and go. bloody fever.

i hate it when i get throat infection. i hate it!!

i should find the best medication for this.

im always getting this!! ughhh!!

and before and after that, im having diarrhea!!

and im still having it!

i've been taking so many medications, mixed them all, these few days!!

and i've never taken so many types of medication at once.

what more, SELF WILLINGLY.

sigh. i miss home. i miss my elmo blanket. *Sniffs*

jakarta!

2009-07-16T23:23:00.002+08:00

im here! jakarta!

safe and sound!

feeling pretty homesick already. missing everyone back at home.

i miss puppy so so much!!! =( *mommy be home soon. be good!

oh yes, culture shock im getting. and oh, fatter i am now. lol.

bakmi is so friggin' yummeh.

j.co here can rock your mouth. it MELTS in your mouth.

sour sally, is, oh my goddddddddddd. orgasmic!! im having frozen yoghurt everyday!

so roger out!

sleeping time!

p.s : thanks loves for making this trip happen! <3

Pleasant Surprises.

2009-07-09T11:10:00.003+08:00

its been almost a year.

11 months and 2 weeks to be exact.

i'll be leaving my company, Pleasant Surprises, tomorrow.

though i've frowned and cried for the bad times i've had here.

but i've also had laughter and smiles for the longest time here.

i came here with zero experience, i came here with nothing.

Pleasant Surprises polished me in many ways.

gave me phobias and so on.

today i thank one person that helped me alot.

Jocelyn.

you've guided me much.

and you've yelled at me much.

you got pissed off at me. and so did i.

for the times, im sorry.

and im thanking you for everything that you have thought me.

for the times you've been patient with me.

for the times you've backed me up.

a million thanks to you.

you're in my memory. and will not be erased.

as for everyone else that have helped me much.

i thank you all.

so lets party it out this coming tuesday, shall we?!

-lizzy.

burn in hell.

2009-07-02T13:33:00.002+08:00

im pissed mad at the moment.

im blogging from the workshop where im fixing my car right at this moment.

my car broke down and i took emergency leave.

"he" said okay and to pass on the jobs i have at hand.

and i fucking did it.

and i called to tell that dont have to do my job cause wen im back tomorrow i'd still have enough fucking time to finish it up before the deadline.

i got a call and messages telling me get a cab to get my arse to work and finding people to pick me up to work.

fucking hell.

im fucking mad.

i cant fucking wait to leave. another 7 frigging days and im out.

if you did give me your best i would have GAVE YOU MY VERY BEST.

but too bad you not only didnt appreciate me but you took me for granted.

you used me. you took advantage on me.

and everything that im contributing for the company does not even benefit me except for my bloody salary every month.

i got good comments from lobos. and so?

any token of appreciation?

NO.

its a fucking no.

who the fuck would wanna give their loyalty and full commitment when you bloody hell take advantage and not even a sign of GRATITUDE?

I STAYED BECAUSE I LIKED MY COLLEAGUE THERE.

I LIKE THE FACT THAT THEY DO HELP ME.

and i stayed because Jocelyn was a great company a great colleague.

and how the fuck did you treat her?

PEANUTS.

YOU CAN OFFICIALLY SUCK YOUR GOD DAM NUTS.

hear me scream.

2009-06-17T10:20:00.002+08:00

A free butterfly I was,
A happy cinderella I was,
Missing those times I am,
Wishing it could come back again.

Proud and confident I was,
Drained and lost I am,
Waiting for that moment to come,
For I could be strong again.

Love is a conquest,
That many have failed to win,
I'm shocked,
To see,

How strong are you.

Thousand apologies,
For the tears I've caused,
For the pain I gave,
For the naked truth I hid.

I ask for forgiveness,
I pray for an answer,
An answer,
That faith will shine upon me.

Much have happened in the past few months.

Surprises and the unexpected.

Im puzzled but amazed.

Heartbroken then happy.

Im grateful for what have happened in my life.

For the people around me.

For the sincerity I've gotten.

For the times I fell hard, all of you were there for me.

You know who you are.

I love each and everyone of you.

For life i would remember.

For life i would be grateful.

Last but not least,

For life i would treasure.

lost tinker.

2009-06-15T11:02:00.001+08:00

" if only life could tell me whats going on, if only i could find the 'happy owan' again, if only life could be less misleading, if only i could regain myself once again. "

projecto!

2009-05-27T02:42:00.003+08:00

i came up with an idea.

Project Owangee-185!

close ones would know what this project is all about. =)

big day, new journey. new start.

*edited.

will be putting up quotations for designs, yes i know i said it before. lol.

will be up soon. after i have some samples. and when i have time.

look on the left side bar.

"mood swings".

are the latest songs that i love and most likely to be in the same position as the song. LOL.

so yeah!

catch you guys soon!

Break Out!!

2009-05-25T09:44:00.001+08:00

big big thanks to Henry and Thousand Angels for the tickets to Break Out Extreme Dance Comedy!

once upon a time.

2009-05-21T11:01:00.012+08:00

*credits to flickr*

there will always be this point of life when you hold your steps and look at the trail that you have left.

you'd see a certain path of trail where its clear and solid which were the times you were so strong, living your life to the fullest.

trails that are blurry and messed up are the times when you have fell and you werent clear of the path that you chose to go through. you lived in the book of confusion.

there will never be a time or chance for you to not regret the path you have chosen, but never say, "what if".

because every regrets and mistakes that have happened upon your life has lead you to what you have become today.

stronger or weaker? its tough to say. nor its our right to judge why have it happened and blame the almighty God that have chosen to give you such a difficult path to walk through.

rainbows comes in life but it never stays. it will always come when it rains and all gloomy in your life for there is the sun to brighten up your gloomy days that brings you rainbow which puts up a simple smile on your face.

for i am today, i thank and cherish. i have fallen, but i have never fallen this hard.

i am stuck on the ground, crawling and its raining on me, asking why?

i never knew i have fallen from the start. for they say ignorance is bliss but ignorance is only hiding you from the naked truth.

the naked truth that you could never accept.

i've always thought that i am strong deep inside and no one could tear me down.

i dont blame faith for punishing me.

punishing me for being so high up there in my illusions. thinking im ever strong and tough.

*credits to flickr*

when you are down there and everything else looks dark and gloomy around you, search for something called faith.

faith is my what brings me here today.

but i didnt realise that i had lost faith along the way.

*credits to flickr*

and now my life seems so dull. so dark.

there are patches here and there.

to not realise that my heart is sinking down into an unknown world.

a world where i can trust no one. no one but myself.

a world where no one understands me. nor will these shadows tries to understand why.

*credits to flickr*

love can bring you way high up to cloud nine. but it can bring you down all the way to the deepest hell.

be ready for life can surprise you in many ways, anytime, anyhow.

*owangeephotography.*

once upon a time, i was a lil girl livin' in my fairytale.

ouchhh.

2009-05-18T23:59:00.003+08:00

my backbone is aching.

its aching. omg.

it hurts.

ouch. *cries*

been working my ass off!

lobos OH lobos~

poor Fadzli. he must be so tired ey.

been printing LOADS AND LOADS of 100plus stuff. for their upcoming super cool event!

check it out guys!

its gonna be at Sunway Pyramid on 20th May 2009. the launch is at 9.30am.

will update later if i have gotten the wrong info.

so check it out guys! its really cool! its the first in Malaysia. =)

freedom party is coming peeps!!

im so going. =)

with me whole bunch of friends! well loads of em! hehe.

cant wait! *jumps up and down*

cant imagine how many ol' mates i'll be bumping into. =)

ahh.. who's in for some hoegaarden with me?

i had some yesterday. and i want more. =)

man i miss brussels beer garden!

ugh. im so worn out. imma head to bed!

i know my blog's pretty dead and dull with no pictures. lol.

pics will be up soon once im hyped up again. =)

mia!

2009-05-15T00:39:00.002+08:00

i know i know.

i've been missing in action for too long! hehe!

big thanks to sooi jin for being my guest blog. =)

its a hot post yo! LOL!

so i've been looking for jobs lately. freelance baby.

i do designing. feel free to drop me an email or message. =)

quotations will be available later at the sidebar.

currently working on Jaz's upcoming trend. =)

working on Benny's design... still stuck. LOL.

of course P.I. designs.. still stuck. LOL.

and the SuddenCrew projecto!

been keeping our asses up till 3am for two nights, working on our projects.

the ultimate project is coming up! stay tuned!

pictures will be posted up soon. im too darn exhausted to upload pictures now.

zombified! after all the hard work!

and of course.. freedom party baby!

we have our confirmed list now. cant wait to hit malacca yo!

heaps of fun coming up ahead!

cross your fingers for the next post! =)

night peeps!

dilemma.

2009-05-12T14:29:00.001+08:00

thanks jin for becoming my guest blog. LOL!

i didnt know you did it for real. ROFL!

jin, is me man! (;

thanks snarl for the sweet post. thanks hun! <3

why is lsy so awesome?

2009-05-11T18:22:00.004+08:00

hellow mellow, my little fellows. there will be a guest blogger today, so guess who? that's right, yours truly, your one and only, the incredible one.

why is lee sze yean so bloody awesome?

firstly, it's because she has a friend in adelaide who rocks her socks like the incredible bulk.

secondly because shes been through shit and still standing tall, although she's quite short.

thirdly its cause shes not some crazy dirty slutty ugly bitchy sleaze bag who fucks around and gets STDs, but just plain bitchy, which is fucking awesome.

fourthly its cause its just plain lil ol' lee sze yean. anybody who cant see that as an awesome thing can just go fuck themselves.

this can go on up till about 6 or 7 but then it'd get boring. here's a photo of her anyways

damn mengada right that face?

single baby!

2009-05-11T16:36:00.003+08:00

so owangee wants to announce that...

she's officially single!

and lovin' her life more than ever!

thanks to the support from the people around her!

love you guys to the bones! =)

you know who you are. ^^

_______________________________________________________________

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY VAL!

hehe. i know you had a blast!

but we didnt get to have a drink together cause you were distracted every single time when we were about to drink!

we'll go for tequila shots soon aight? hehe.

________________________________________________________________

helo bali with Matthew, Stuart and Daniel was fun!

enjoyed it to the max! lol!

lets do it again. =)

we should all have shots each!

more drinking tonight with Matthew!

future.

2009-05-07T19:35:00.003+08:00

loads of bad stuffs been happening lately.

but it wont bring me down.

today, i stand alone.

today, i work ten times harder.

today, i love my life more.

today is the day i've finally made up my mind.

owangee is standing tough again!

*photo taken today. courtesy of Jo.

*tshirt courtesy of Justin.

im FULL ON LIFE! ^^

work harder i will.

im crashing my brain with designs at the moment.

cracking my head for Benny's designs.

trying to finish up Jaz's designs.

looking up for the bright spot that'll bring me shining.

______________________________________________________________

To my late God Sis.

Kai Je!

You've live your life to the fullest. tasted the best steak around, tasted the best wine around. together with you husband, you have something in life. your son. tho you're not able to shower your love to him as he grows, here i am promising you to give him every single bit i can. we'll shower him with care and unconditional love. memories are what i have with you. it may be little, but strong. you've been there to support me when i was down. you brought me up. promising me that you'll be there for me. im not able to be there for you in the future. but i'll be there for your husband and son. as said by jerry, sylvester and me, "anytime, anywhere, anyhow! satisfaction guranteed! just a call away!". this is my promise made to you.

i'll never forget how you held my hands so strong.

for the times you've been with me.

i miss you.

your memories with me are my treasure. i know you were there that night. i felt your presence.

love loads, kai mui. ♥

memoirs of her*.

2009-05-05T13:57:00.001+08:00

im still unable to accept the fact you're gone...

im too heartbroken and depressed to express my feelings through words..

like i always do..

frustration.

2009-04-30T19:19:00.010+08:00

lolo wants to kill some zombie tomorrow.

lolo wants to kill some terrorist tomorrow.

lolo wants to kill some counter terrorist tomorrow.

lolo is owangee in LAN games.

lolo is me new nickname.

Jo : LOLO~~~

lolo used to be known as fucker.

in dota.

ROFL.

its 7.20pm.

im starving like a mad pig.

a mad healthy pig.

im stuck at work. in this oh so lonely studio where i can picture myself camping with a sniper aiming at one of the bangla worker's head and POOOOF HEADSHOT!

or use my favourite gun. shortcut to it is b ---> 4 ----> 3.

COOL GUN. MUAHAHHA.

im fucking hungry.

dinner.... i need dinner...

im all alone in the office.

hungry...............

dam. the bangla worker just laughed at me.

*sniffs*

OMFG ITS DONE! ITS DONE!

MUAHAHHAHAHA!

BUH BYEEEE TOOODLESSS~~~

IM LEAVING!

TM.

2009-04-21T16:25:00.004+08:00

wow. owangee's got some hater now huh.

but big deal. lol. some's got like a gazillion of em. =)

so i just got to realize that i've got tons of TM for myself. LOL.

i'll show em once i snap some pics. LOL.

i've been out LOADS! but i noticed i didnt actually capture any pics!

i so needa take pics pics pics pics. ahahahha.

sorry for the lack of updates. been too busy enjoying me lil lucky life. (;

Jerry's birthday is comin' up!

tons of fuuuuuun. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

FISH PORRIDGE AND SALTED EGGGGGGG. YUUUUUMMMM.

ps :

kimmy, STAND STRONG GIRL!

val, CANT WAIT FER YA PARTY! ♥

jaz, cant wait to catch up asap!

renee, im here for you girl!

LoveLustandAddictionz coming up very soon. ♥

be very excited! hehe.

face model.

2009-04-14T12:05:00.004+08:00

so i've been renee's model twice.

the picture for the first time is at home. i'll upload it later.

i went last night again.

the theme was spring this time.

im BAD HORRIBLE TERRIBLE at camwhoring. so. dont laugh. LOL.

i look way different from the pic. thats what i think.

and i went like 360° transformation.

i looked like a korean all of a sudden. LOL.

so im actually considering this face modeling thing.

more modeling this wed! lol. vintage this time?

i've had a blast with Stacy, Renee, Jeff and Naz last night.

orgasmic.

so sorry Jo. i seriously thought we werent gonna drink last night.

*cries* T__________T im such a horrible friend.

and of course i remember about Shopaholic.

which is why i told them im watching it with you alone.

but i didnt mind if we could watch it with some other friends.

IM SO SORRY I UPSET YOU OUR PINKY PROMISE *CRIES*

T__________________T

i'd ask the next time. to triple confirm.

i think i need a pda. my memory sucks.

loves.

2009-04-11T09:19:00.004+08:00

Big Big Big BIG thanks to the people around me that's been supporting me heaps!

if it wasnt because of all the support im getting, i wouldnt be SO DAM OKAY NOW. (;

Jo supported me mentally very very much.

ps : LIZZY IS BACK! BE PREPARED!!

Jerry supported me loads that i dont know how to repay him.

Cheah & May gave me loads of advices that's actually made me realize and toughen up.

Sylvester & Syazwan thanks for being there for me. lol.

Val supported me mentally very much too.

Nicky thanks for comforting me. we're suppose to be running!

Joe much wisdom words from this guy. (;

Kim lol ak47 lol! she's my sugar. =)

Brenda has always been there for me. <3

Yy & Zi Ee the least expected one to be cheering and supporting me. =)

Bernard did a great job. lol.

Siang did too but he's always missing?! T_T

Snarl was all the way supportive. (;

Min offered her fantastic ears to me too. lol.

Ariff did a pretty good brain wash on me too. LOL. thanks buddy.

Jaz come back quick so i could fill you up! =)

Denise my siamese twin. lol. thanks loads babe. =)

Claudia thanks for the support babe. =) dinner!!

last but not least.

there's more i think. lol.

im still stoning at the moment. so give me some time to remember.

and names are written in random order.

so please dont go thinking you're the last in my mind or anything like that.

cause i love all of you to the bones.

those countless times that you've been there for me, supporting me.

i feel all so free right now. and of course i feel all so LOVED. hehe.

im loving my life.

ps : jin, where the hell are you?! you're missing out!

*dinner with god mom on tues. wee! jap buffet!*

all again for you.

2009-04-07T11:07:00.001+08:00

we the kings never fails me.

all again for you.

i couldnt sleep last night,

i walked alone,

on the beach,

where we always used to go,

when we couldnt hook up at home.

funtastic.

2009-03-30T10:33:00.002+08:00

my weekend was orgasmic.

i had so much fun!!

but i didnt capture any pics. lol.

worked on sat. went home. and joined earth hour for 15 mins! LOL.

least i did my part. for. a miserable. 15 mins. LMAO.

when i finished my shower, i was in my bathing robe, and towel wrapped my hair.

my house was pitch black. =.=''

Me : OMG START ED?!

Bro : *talks on the phone*

*leesze leesze!!*

Me : o.O?? Jo must be here.

*opens door*

lol. kinda embarrassing you know. to have two guy frens see you in bath robe. lol.

Me : HOW AM I GONNA WEAR MY CLOTHES IN THIS DARK?!

okay so i cheated a lil bit. turned on the lights to put my clothes on.

went dinner with Jo, ET and Ivan.

dinner was good. sent ivan home and off we went to cc.

AND I THOUGHT WE WILL GET TO PLAY LEFT 4 DEAD BUT NO.

YOU LAG TILL YOUR WHOLE PC HANGS. WFT.

IM SO PISSED WFT.

we played cs after that. and i suck so bad. REALLY REALLY BAD.

but its okay. i got to kill Syazwan and CK! HAHAHAHHAHA.

*satisfied*

so a total of 7 had massive fun on a saturday night.

the next day!

drift!! at bukit jalil. magicdurians was there.

ariff gave me a ride. heheheh. i felt like a superstar. HAHAHAHA.

because everyone will look at you if you're getting into a drift car. lol.

jane offered me too! so happy! hehe. but i told jerry to go ahead. =)

too bad for syazwan. HAHAHA. he wanted to go the next round but. cant.

lol. cause the turbo died. *pats syazwan*

we left for lunch after that.

i think we talked for like 3 or 4 hours.

lol. stacy looked bored.

now i know who i learnt fuck shit from!! JERRY!

RAWRRRR!

more cs after that. hahahahahaahaha. wft.

couldnt play L4D too cause stupid ftz's computer can suck ass. T_T

so we played CS. i sat there watching stacy and syazwan play for about 10-20mins. lol.

i was freaking out cause the opponents were random players and they're good?

and everything was moving so fast. O.O

stacy tried to put me into that map. but lol i caught him everytime wen he tries to.

LOL.

so we played wit 10 bots but the same players joined the map. =.=

3 vs 12. =.=

then removed the bots. more and more people joined.

it was fun. i constantly died.

to this same guy. but i managed to kill him.

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

it was fun. stacy's reaction when ever he dies makes me laugh. HAHAHAH.

syazwan will always "sakiiiiiit sakit sakit".

hahahahah. i will always go "eeeeKKKK!! *closes face and slides down the chair*".

LOL.

it was FUN! WOOHOO.

lets go blitz the next time.

cc's at subang can suck ass. ==,

i might just take mc and go home today. im so sick.

longs.

2009-03-24T21:56:00.003+08:00

video called Jaz and BabyOrdan last night. =)

i miss them so so so much.

BabyOrdan gained some weight and lookin' soooo cute!

that cute lil thing! XD

cant wait to see them again.

work's been crazy.

im thinking of that "company" at the moment.

*thinks really hard*

it wont be the wrong choice right?

mommy doesnt really like the current company im working in.

oh well. its not like i like it too.

im only still in there cause i loveeeee working with Jo. XD

its hell without her.

WFT?

2009-03-23T13:40:00.004+08:00

OMFG.

after lunch.

Me : *opens door*

Jo : *opens door and starts engine*

Me : *gets in*
O.O?? *increase radio volume* O.O

Jo : *looks at radio*

Me : *waits to see if its fm or cd*

Radio : F2 92.90

Jo : *looks at me* O.O

Me : *looks at Jo* O.O

Both : OMFG! ITS PLAYING IN RADIO!!

DONT TRUST ME IS NOW PLAYING IN HITZ.FM PEEPS!!

but it aint so good cause they censored it. as usual.

you dont go like :

Don't trust a,
Never trust a,
Won't trust a,
Cause a wont trust me.

TOTAL TURN OFF!

Don't trust a ho,
Never trust a ho,
Won't trust a ho,
Cause a ho wont trust me.

this is how you do it!!

lol. lmao.

i just cant believe this. i've been listening to this song with jo for quite sometime now.

and now the radio is playing. lmao.

ever heard of 3Oh!3?

they rawk cause they sang Don't Trust Me.

Hell Yeah!

Happy Birthday Bro!

2009-03-21T21:02:00.007+08:00

Happy 15th Birthday Bro!

i hope you liked the "present" i gave you. lol.

make real good use of it.

muahahha. hope you had fun today. tho we didnt do much actually. =.=

LOL!!

BUT. when you're 18. i promise you'll have a blast!

*edited*

and also!

Happy 20th Birthday Bernard!

hope you had a blast!!

so sorry for the late wish!

monster.

2009-03-19T22:30:00.004+08:00

i

sat

in a

monster.

.......................

*faints*

okay so, Justin came to pick me up after work today.

visited his ex-colleagues at St. Wangan.

[ ps : Carmen, mrs.boss, super cool chick. ]

so bla bla bla. found out something!

the PERSON THAT HONKED ME.

and here i thought it was Eugene that honked me in front of loadsss of people.

it was AH FAI!! =_______=

and now the internet is being all shitty i cant upload pics.

PFFTT. stupid streamyx.

i wish to slap Ah Fai. lol.

BUT because he was nice enough to bring me for a ride in a RX8, i forgive him.

lol. how gentleman of him to open and close the door for me.

its real comfy but JC told me there's loads of problem.

so then... back to wangan.

there was only me, Justin, Eugene and Nicky left.

and i was SO joking about having a ride in that hot R33.

=3

Nicky offered me a ride.

XD XD XD XD XD XD

i was shoooo happy.

*dies of joy*

*opens door*

and i fell into the seat. =.=

embarrassing. its real low. and i didnt know so yeah i fell into the seat.

but its cool. lol. it was all nice. woohoo.

my heart sank for a bit when he went a lil fast.

BUT IT WAS SO COOL IT WAS ORGASMIC.

I LOVED IT. wow. it was so fast!

so off i go again woohoo all so happy woohoo.

Eugene : your girlfriend something wrong. =.= adrenaline rush.

Me : MUAHAHAHAHHAHA *CLAPS HAND* MUAHAHAHHAHAHA

Justin : *shakes head*

lol. well. i love R33 and now i TRIED IT. well, just passenger BUT HECK.

its better than nothing right? cause by the time i can buy it, its like. GONE. FOREVER.

=3 happppppyyyy.

so we went home after that. bla bla bla.

Justin : did you know that skyline you sat in is 700+ whp?

Me : O.O

Justin : you sat in a monster you know. and its not even the full speed yet.

Me : O.O" *faints*

OMFG. I SAT IN A MONSTER. MONSTER. OMFG. OMFG.

OMFG.

i'll update more later. cause. im about to faint again.

*O*

fresh!

2009-03-18T15:00:00.002+08:00

i locked my blog for a bit to update some stuff.

now its ready. its not fully done, but yeah i'll get it done asap.

comment on the new header. =)

its pretty plain at the moment. till i go figure dam htmls. LOL.

work's been hectic.

jaz is leaving to jakarta tomorrow. =(

no babes outing and ordan. for a month!!

imma find a way to video chat so i can see both of you guys.

i will missshhh you guys!

twenty one forever.

2009-03-16T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday Babe!

and Happy 1st Birthday to Tigraa!

i hope you like the Statement-T i got ya. =)

you know i love you to the bones! and ordan too! =)

look at ordan's face. LOL.

introducing the bellboy. lol. we kept each other entertained the whole night. LOL.

*dances* sing the monkey funkeh song! XD

Jaz Sayang [LOL], hope you had a blast last night. =)

enjoy your one and only TWENTY FIRST BIRTHDAY!

tuborg more the next time okay?

im dam sure you can drink on my 21st, so YEAH YOU ARE GONNA DRINK MORE BY THEN.

much lovesss, yean.

ps : J.Leo [ jaz's hubby, cause he is jo as well. so to avoid complications. ], i had a good time with your jokes. LOL!!

" catch all the protein back and put it back la. "

" i dont feed rotten food to my son. "

ROFL.

and i stepped on a fucking leech last night. thank god i was smart enough to not smash it with my feet. T_T

because ordan was in my arms, i was calm. ^^

or i would have thrown him away and jump run and scream like a mad bitch. LOL. just kiddin'.

I LOVE YOU JAZ!

lets kill the bitches that tries to break us apart. =)

sneak peak.

2009-03-12T20:00:00.007+08:00

yo peeps!

im not gonna update as often as before.

that's because im doing my own blogskin. =)

cause i cant stand this... ugh. design. T_T

wait. i dont think i can ever do that. im going nuts with html, css and xml?!

been crazy doing "something" for bout 3 days straight at office. x.x

HEHEHEH.

i'll still be blogging. probably 2 days once or so. =)

XD

be VERY VERY excited bout it.

Shut cha lips.

2009-03-11T14:35:00.004+08:00

me latest addiction. LOL.

Jo got annoyed with me listening to this song again and again and again. lol.

WasteTimeChasingCars is good. lol.

went to Sepang on monday.

with Brenda, Yeong Yue and Zi Ee.

the cars. omg. orgasmic. ppfftt.

hotties. was setting my eyes on the Subaru's. WOOHOOO.

wft! was snappin' pics here and there.

will upload the pics once i edit them.

AND i almost got hit by a R35 and Mitsubishi Lancer. =.="

but. its okeh. just because. i LOVE photography.

whenever they see the camera. some. LOL. the hands. LOL.

they would be posing. LOL.

and they were really nice to slow down and let me take a pic of them.

=)

more updates later.

hola.

2009-03-08T12:18:00.003+08:00

helluuu.

super short post. will tell more later.

1. i LOVE my new hair. cant wait for 2010 for the V.B hair. XP

2. i had an ORGASMIC time with my lovers yesterday - mommy jaz, LOL girl, ordan.

3. i never knew i was known as T.B.G.C. XP *popularity raised*

4. im a statement chick. XD

aight, needa pay bills now. pfft.

*BSBs playing*

sick.

2009-03-06T13:37:00.002+08:00

im suffering from my bloody montly pain at the moment.

UGH. I friggin hate it. it hurts to bad.

(@#*!@($*)#!@(&!@(#*_!@)(!@_$*)#($*@#@()!@)

UGH.

and im retiring from fiesta for abit.

i dont have a pc to play.

lol. see what the love for mac does to me. XD

i still love my macbook. XP

so kim and snarl's got my pass.

kim lvl-ed me before. ^^ thanks you kim.

now, snarl is lvl-ing owan. lol. ^^

*dies of pain*

bandaged.

2009-03-03T01:23:00.003+08:00

it hurts so much that it bleeds.

its bandaged and yet it wont stop bleeding.

can i drain my blood for the love that i had for 3 beautiful years?

i said a silly sentence. i did a mistake.

now im lost, superbly depressed. not to mention, heart broken.

god knows why did this happened?

god cant give me an answer.

as i do not believe in one.

wishing that i would find an answer in my soul?

tell me you're my angel, tell me you're my mate.

tell me i've proved myself right.

for i have lost all the confidence in myself that i once had, a long long time ago.

i've been longing for that one hug, forever.

*flickr*

tell me you wont ever let me go.

*flickr*

Danilo!

2009-02-27T00:10:00.003+08:00

Ciao Danny!

Happy Birthday to You!!

so sorry for the late post! ^^

i shall not reveal your age yeah? lol.

Danny is a friend of mine that i met through fiesta. =)

he's really nice! and he's from italy.

ahhh. who wouldnt wanna go italy? its so beautiful.

this is Danny in game. XD

sorry, i cant edit it now. no photoshop. T_T this sucks.

*edited*

we will take a screenie together soon yeah? =)

MATURE, not old remember. =)

have a blast friend! we have party in fiesta soon alright? ^^

ugh. i cant upload da pics. something's wrong with the internet... AGAIN!

i'll upload his ig pics tomorrow. =)

*uploaded*

wtf peoples.

2009-02-25T12:15:00.011+08:00

i am losing my touch for blogging! ugh.

let me try to.... THINK.

here are some dumb/funny convos from the past few days.

Me : Excuse me, can i try this shirt?

Boss : *Nods head* can.

Me : Thanks. *tries the shirt on* okay buy, looks good and cheap.

wow, another one. imma try this.

Me : Kak, ini boleh cuba ka?
Translation : Can i try this?

Worker : Eh, tak boleh la.
Translation : Eh, cannot la.

Me : HUH? kenapa tak boleh? tadi boss kasi saya cuba la. ><
Translation : HUH? why not? i tried one earlier cause your boss said yes la.

Worker : Umm. saya tak tau la. you tanya boss la.
Translation : Umm. i dont know la. you ask boss la.

Me : Okay.

Me : Boss, cannot try ar? *points at shirt*

Boss : CAN! *boss looks at worker*

Boss : ini macam badan macam model punya boleh la! gemuk punya tak boleh lah! ayor.
Translation : girls with this kind of model body can la! fat one cannot la! ayor.

Me : *WTF* *ROFL* thank you thank you. *laughs my ass of to the changing room*

Worker : OH. yes boss.

LOLOLOLOL. omfg. cha lan dou can?

and much insulting okay.

such a weird boss. =.=

Jo : OMG. leesze face cannot see. i'm feeling VERY HOT SITTING NEXT TO HER. I FEEL THE AURA FROM HER.

Jordan : HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. why?

Jo : i dont know man. very black man her face today. dont know what happen to her. when she came in already black. and non stop FUCK FUCK FUCK MAHAI FUCK FUCK.

Jordan : HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

Me : *gives killer eyes* wat.

Jo : i dam scared of her man.

Jordan : *still laughing*

Me : *ignorance is bliss, continues work*

and im sitting right next to her, on my left. and jordan is on her left.

=.=''

how can i not be pissed? LOL.

last night, i got ditched by my bf.

i waited for him from 10.40pm to 1am alone surfing the net in his room.
this friggin' morning, some weirdo shitty traffic.

one friggin hour to get to office!! WTF.

*click on image to enlarge*

okay. so here let me explain.

here i am. this is where i started at 8:25am.

15 minutes later here i am.

another 20 minutes, here i am. this is the point where i am already going crazy!!

swearing my ass off in the car.

took a shortcut to the petrol station. took me 5 minutes to get there.

had to fly to this point and over take everyone. TO FUCKING REACH MY OFFICE.

TOOK ME ONE FRIGGIN' HOUR!! WTF!

UGHHHHHHHH. WTF.

so yeah. bad grumpy morning.

LOL LMAO. a client come over earlier.

one of the guy came back to get our signature for the invoice/bill/receipt whatever it is.

to certify that we did receive their payment.

i was writting this post at that moment.

Guy : whats her name? *looks at me, as in ME, LeeSze*

Jo : Oh, her name is LeeSze.

Guy : Lazy?!!

Jo : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Me : HAHAHAHAHHAAHHAAHHAHAHAHAAHHAHAAHHAHAAHHAHA.

Guy : LeeSze or Lazy????

Jo : LeeSze. HAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Me : HAHAAHAHAHAHHWTFHAAHAHHAHWTFHAHAHHAHAWTFWTWTFOMFGWTHAHAHAHAHHA.

LOL!! WTF.

okay. brain jam right now. will blog more soon. with pics i hope. LOL.

much love, owangee.

btw. do the poll im gonna do yeah? THANKS XD

PS: Love Lust and Addictionz is under construction. please do visit it when its ready. =) will keep all of ya updated.

addictions.

2009-02-22T00:49:00.001+08:00

must buy albums by :

We The Kings.

Simple Plan.

Boys Like Girls.

sorry, am not in the mood to blog today.

have a nice day. =)

random.

2009-02-20T23:48:00.003+08:00

according to one of my OH SO LOYAL reader, LOL, my post are all to summarized.

i need.

to.

stop.

using so many.

full-stop.

and elaborate.

more.

wtf.

okay. so i will try. my brain cuts me off everytime i try to put up a sentence.

so here goes. i challenge myself to go as far as i can with only ONE full-stop.

random picture of me in val's car with her jaspel shades and also my oh-so-precious roxy cap that i bought which is the only one that suits my huge head due to genes that cannot be avoided so dont point fingers at me as i did not intend this to happen like come on when im a fetus i say to god, "please let me have a fucking big head, ty.", that would be absolutely marvelous because it is so orgasmic that a fetus can wish for what he/she wants therefore the next time i will paste a sticky on the notice board for those incoming baby in the future to wish for useful stuff like super rich or super pretty/handsome.

EW. see how disgusting is that?

typical malaysian accent. ugh. and the broken grammar. omfg.

im not discriminating. i just pursue for the best.

what's a human for then ey? this IS what the world is all about now.

and yeah it sucks big time.

oh well.

look at my fantastic puppy. i BET you cant find a crazy dog like her.

LOL. just kiddin'. =)

all the pics is in my cam, i think.

i just had my laptop reformatted so its all so empty at the moment.

will try to upload more pics, if im happy. so make me happy. >=D

and yes baby. guild war is fun. BUT scary too.

i cant wait to level. dam. im downgraded. LOL. [Academy][Ravenous].

*runs to fiesta*

i tried running away from a lvl 6x fighter, only to know that he was my friend on his main.

imagine how ridiculous i looked. LOL.

jo couldnt stop laughing at me, watching me run and scream.

=.= will post the pics later when i get back to office.

see ya peeps.

ps : SEE KIM. i told ya. everything is gonna be alright. *hugs*

*listens to secret valentine*. AWWW.

memories.

2009-02-19T14:40:00.016+08:00

this is bernard. we grew up together.

this is us! the trios. siang, bernard, me. =)

i love them to the bones.

i miss those moments already. looking at the pics and all.

here are some pics from the engagement dinner.

=) the sweetest day ever. more photos in facebook.

RM 645 for chocolates?!

poor me. got ditched by my cousins. T__T

this is what you get when you go out with 3 couples. lol.

i want my hair back. sigh.

going nuts at KLCC.

with the sweetest couple ever. btw, bernard and eric you guys are not suppose to be in the pic.

my teddy! we call him Bear. =)

I MISS ALL OF YOU!

siang, cant wait for the plan to succeed! woot!

btw, fiesta is going crazy.

BaybiiHealer is level 5 not 43.

diivon is level 19 not 66.

owangee is level 36 not 40.

but i wish that would happen though. lol.

owangee meets mistress tomb fox. getting slapped by foxy.

owan lose. T__T LOL

foxy : you bitch!

owan : nuuuuuu.

lol. im freezed. if not i would have killed you lil foxy.

i cant find the pics kim! T__________________T

and i will find it!!

wtf.

2009-02-19T10:24:00.000+08:00

can someone tell me wtf is this?

http://www.isthisyour.name/audrey_chow.htm

and whyTF its linked to my blog?

karma.

2009-02-18T23:46:00.004+08:00

oh yes, do believe in the power of karma.

i do. very strongly.

jo left her phone at some futsal or footsal (whatever) place on the bench.

we then left for dinner with et.

and this very kind man called to tell that he found her phone and wants to give it back to her.

immediately we left to get her phone. flew there. cool? lol.

what came to my surprise was that, he is indeed good looking. built and all that.

a man by the name of, Badri. im not sure how it spells.

but yeah. he's very nice. he didnt ask for anything in return although jo did offer lunch to repay his kindness. =)

GOD BLESS BADRI.

its difficult to find these people these days, but they do still exist.

just pretty impossible in this place called KL.

be grateful jo! LOL. =)

more updates tomorrow. hang on to the fiesta pics. well that is IF you are interested.

and ZOMG, we're having lunch on sunday yeah it seems? >=D

i ish a happy girl today. =)

Jo : suddenly leesze from stupid become hero today.

Me : T_____________________T wtf.

*speechless*

KIM, cheer up alright babe? *hugs*

everything is gonna be alright. =)

a message to Lukas.

IF you ever hurt my kim sweetie, watch your back out okay?

so please treat her with all your sincerity. thanks you.

kim, cant wait for our plan to succeed. =)

K.I.L.L wuuahahahhahahaha!

i talked to Snarl the other night.

HE IS MADNESS. i am serious. fucking serious. dead serious.

lol. he is really good at telling how im feeling.

i didnt need to tell at all. i am sad i am depressed i am suicidal. LOL.

he could tell. somehow or rather. =)

thanks you so so so much snarl for making me feel better. ^^ *hugs*

and another secret. i wont tell. MUAHAHAHAH. i will keep it to myself.

and blog more bout it with evidence. MUAHAHAHAH. XD

PS : screwed up my links a while ago. will relink everyone in a bit.

famished.

2009-02-17T20:29:00.006+08:00

space is back. =) *evil grins*

muahahahahahha.

man, this rawks so hard.

Ravenous is in town. *evil grins*

so im probably gonna arrange a photoshoot of the guildies. =)

man, im so excited. why wouldnt i be?!

HEHEH. weeee.

whats with the man?! wtf.

be back later with more photos. AND KIM. =)

why?

2009-02-16T22:10:00.001+08:00

i hate this.

Happy Valentine's.

2009-02-15T10:39:00.005+08:00

Happy Valentine's. =)

its a heart shape. umm. snack? XD its called "keropok".

i was randomly chewing it and a heart came out. O.O

so i had my valentine's night with jaz, eliza, and baby jordan.

our date is baby jordan. =)

the cutest baby ever!

date no.1

date no.2

date no.3

Jaz :

" Nai nai says ji bai. Mummy says asshole. Kai ma says fuck off. Yi yi says LOL. "

eliza can never stop saying LOL. as in yeah say LOL. not LAUGH OUT LOUD.

" ke lo lo lan. "

zomg. T____T

we had baskin robbins. and we ate alot last night.

lol. too bad i couldnt make it for the slumber party!

GGGRRRR. or it would have been super fun. gggrrr.

imma go look for them later. lol.

I FORGOT WHAT I WANNA BLOG ABOUT.

i will continue later. i remember its bout fiesta. AND SNARL. lol.

Spacemonkey.

2009-02-12T21:28:00.006+08:00

this is Spacemonkey, Matt.

*i secretly take him as my master. LOL*

used to be in his academy called Soul_Assassins.

and this academy rawks! BIG TIME!

i miss it. =(

lol.

he is nice and he is cute. =)

so was chatting with him randomly this evening.

i still remember that DARK secret you told me.

lol. AND how i joined Soul_Assassins academy. I REMEMBER!

ahhh! where's that photo. must have left it in office. T___T

so, it was only 3 days or more i was in Soul_Assassins.

and yeah, i love all of them to the max! but its gone now.

im still waiting. i know he will be back. =)

hey space, you wont be stepped on, LOL LMAO, YOU RAWK!!

and he gave me the santa pet! weehee! XD

anna and i miss you heaps. =)

in ox field. this is space and me. its written on our head.

the pumpkin heads! Xzim was in Soul_Assassins too.

im not too sure bout the rest. XD Almaron sure is familiar. =)

dance dance!

specially for, Spacemonkey.

ma buddy.

2009-02-11T23:55:00.006+08:00

LEE SOOI JIN.

you cunt. T__T you left to lalelade ( adelaide ) without telling me.

you owe me big time man! so we made video calls. LOL. its fun. =)

and omfg the connection is bullshit.

try listening to a cd that's full of scratches then you'll know what im talking bout.

i like the features that i can use. its fun. imagine me in manly voice. LOL.

when you get your ass back here, you make sure the first person to call for ramly burger is me.

ITS A DEMAND.

LOL OMFG. im glitched.

speechless. snarl is gonna kill me. im gonna kill support@outspark.com.

GG.

some siggy i did when i got bored at work today. LOL.

i find it a lil.. lame. for i am getting a "1" at the back of my age soon. T__T

boobs.

2009-02-10T17:25:00.008+08:00

like any other day, me and jo are just laughing our ass off in the studio at random things.

TODAY, was rather unique.

boobies. sorta. more like cleavage. =) *evil grins*

this chick we know, is hell thin. and pretty.

and hell yeah, skinnier than me! and she's got this nice and tight cleavage.

ahh. god you're so unfair. lol.

how can you do this to us?!

which reminds me of this couple that had sex and her boobs burst while he was enjoying her boobs.

LOL. lmao.

speaking of which, i wish i have kim kardashian's ass.

randomly i came across this.

LOL. im laughing my pussy off.

to the bag fanatics. i think this is pretty cool.

wanna get it? lol.

god dammit. rihanna's concert got canceled. fuck you chris brown.

dammit. i thought i could go all emoatic when she sings ma favourite emo songs. lol.

pffft. im losing my touch in blogging.

snarl.

2009-02-10T00:10:00.003+08:00

this post is specially dedicated to one of my fiesta bestie, SNARL!

im all emo-atic and depressed right now, and you dont have to know why.

AND, the great snarl made me smile. =)

so yeah. with what? *evil grins*

waah laa.

hohoho.

reason being i had to return Justin's laptop today so this means no fiesta, fuck.

AGAIN. this is darn depressing.

so he came up with this idea, change the desktop to this image. then label it, "Owangee's Laptop".

brilliant. =)

and yeah too bad. no photos today. cause imma shoot my head soon.

perhaps i should join the research lab and find a way to get into human's brain then delete the headache system.

hola.

2009-02-09T02:56:00.003+08:00

ahh. whats a meal without fish?

so yeah. i've been down with some weird allergy.
______________________________________________________________

Doc : No chicken, meat, seafood. ONLY fish and vege.

Me : Huh? chicken no?!

Doc : No.

Me : Oh, i can live with fish.

______________________________________________________________

Not. im dying for chicken. omfg. Fuck. i overestimated myself.

shoot me in the head will ya?

Current state : Still surviving. In hunger.

ahh. it sucks without Siang here. no one to kill zombies with. lol.

now teing is gone, siang is gone, chow is gone, sokhorn is gone, ckwan is gone.

omfg. i just realized how much fun i had for the past months.

I KNOW I HAVENT BEEN UPLOADING PHOTOS. lol. lmao.

SO, to valerie liew, fiesta is fun because :

im pretty. LOL.

it used to be fun. the people in there is superb. way better than those "friends".

you guys will know what i mean.

its rather boring now. lame ass jerks. dumbass.

______________________________________________________________

Bernard&Teing's Engagement.

held at The Apartment, KLCC.

it was super sweet.

well done guys. *high five*

of course, Teing never suspected. =) the ring was in her glass.

she never realized it till she drank half of the cup. LOL.

Teing : Uiii!! UIIIII!!! Why got ring one?! hehehahahehahaha. (i have absolutely no idea how she expressed her laughters. )

Bernard : Har! hahahhaha!

Teing : Eh! Faster drink for me! faster faster!

Bernard : *drinks*

Teing : EHEHEHEHEHEHE *CRIES*

awww. aint that sweet. they're like the sweetest couple around yo.

and of course, some fabulous photos are with me.

start bribing me Siang. =)

me, Bernard and Siang, somehow, i dont know how, are like each other? lol.

lets skip this.

______________________________________________________________

Chinese New Year.

FABULOUS. What more can i say dammit?

XD except for the fact that we had to eat KFC for dinner one day. wtf.

OMFG ITS 3:14 AM NOW.

you want photos? YOU WAIT TILL TOMORROW. XD

wait. no. today. fuck.

allergy.

2009-02-06T13:51:00.002+08:00

DOWN WITH WEIRD FOOD/BEER ALLERGY.

will be back in action in a few days.

brunch with MISS SUEEE on monday! XD

more fiesta now. muahahha!

Justin's uncle passed away this morning. =(

deepest condolences from me to the Ang family.

OMFG.

2009-02-03T12:53:00.003+08:00

OMFG I HAVE DAM COOL COUSINS.

lol. the internet in office fuckin' suck today! wtf!!

cant upload any pictures. will upload it once im home.

so much to tell. so stay tuned!

-Bernard's Engagement.
-The Perfect Cousins.
-Great Bonding Sessions.
-Chinese New Year.

STAY TUNED PEEPS.

dooms day.

2009-01-22T09:29:00.013+08:00

on my way to office from home, i've got close calls.

sigh. fucktards. thank god i didnt get into any accident.

emo emo emo.

yeah im friggin' emoatic now.

anyways. updates.

Henry's Birthday Surprise.

famous satay kajang, famous seapark duck, some mee goreng and mihun goreng from medan cafe. and cake from secret recipe, chocolate banana.

the food was orgasmic.

poor duck. but we had to eat you cause you're so tasty.

my phone suddenly gave that glow effect when i was capturing pictures.

talking about my phone. puppy the smart ass took my phone from my bed and chewed it like how she chews her piglet toy.

T___________________T total turn off when i came out of the washroom.

sigh. why is everything not going right for me.

later in the evening, we had karaoke session. on chris.

it was fun. i was forced to sing. T_T

so while i was at pyramid, digged high and low for Julie Cohen's book.

its all fuckin' out of stock. fucked up. dammit.

anyone ever come across little black dress's author, Julie Cohen - HoneyTrap, please buy it for me i will pay ya. im so desparate for that book now!

"Spirit Willing Flesh Weak"
- the first book. havent read it yet. cause i bought the second one first.

"One Night Stand"
- totally orgasmic. not only the heroine is dirty in mind, i think Julie Cohen is too.

"Twilight"
- so, the book everyone is crazy bout. followed by new moon, eclipse, and i forgot the last book. i'll start reading it soon. CJ told me it was out of stock everywhere. grabbed it at Popular, Pyramid.

i friggin' want my hair back. sigh.

my prize durin' PS Annual Dinner.

didnt get to kill that bitch. dammit.

ooh la la.

2009-01-21T10:15:00.000+08:00

you should check out Blakberi in devianart.

its marvelous. im inspired to take pictures now.

sigh. when can i get my dslr?

anyone wanna buy for me? its cheap! LOL.

so yeah i got my car fixed yesterday at what motorworks.

gotta go back there again today. and i forgot to bring my book!

currently reading "One Night Stand". think its a continuation from some previous books.

got pretty confused in the beginning. but its okay now. in fact, its real interesting.

more shopping last night with jo!! omfg. RM105 spent. lol.

ohh and my black guess top that i gave Jaz, i saw it in FOS!!!

T_T for only RM27! bloody hell. sigh.

got two boxers for myself. wehhee. cute. and one tshirt for Justin. MR.COOL.

lol. yer. boss birthday today. surprise party.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HENRY WEE.

yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay. Justin gonna get laptop.

yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay. fiesta for me!

boo boo boo boo boo boo boo boo. one week cannot see Justin. T_T

sigh.

but nvm! heaps of fun on the way!!

teing gonna leave malaysia. sigh. teing dont leave!!!

iwillmissyou!

on friday, Justin fell sick. then on saturday i went breakfast with val then shopping.

MUAHAHHAHA.

15mins = RM200 val
15 mins = RM 12 yean

see the difference.

lol. thanks loads babe. i totally love the top you chose for me!

credits given to Val for the fantastic top.
credits given to Jaz for the fantastic make up.

woohoo.

ok back to work for now.

emo mode turned on.

2009-01-19T13:54:00.003+08:00

my hair is my fuckin' life. you mess with my hair once, dont ever hope for me to go back there again.

you cunt. i told you to trim. not fuckin' layer everything, cunt.

i did liked you and your style. fuck you now.

cunt cunt cunt cunt cunt cunt cunt cunt cunt cunt cunt cunt cunt cunt cunt cunt cunt cunt cunt cunt cunt cunt cunt cunt cunt cunt cunt cunt cunt cunt cunt cunt cunt cunt cunt!

no i did not copy and paste that! i typed it out.

OMFG IM SO DEPRESSED RIGHT NOW CAN SOME SUPERHERO COME SAVE ME.

T____________T

dammit.

2009-01-15T13:56:00.001+08:00

DAM YOU YANG. DAM YOU DAM YOU.

"LEE SZE YEAN!!!!! Your friend just exposed you!!!!! you're in deep shit babe!!!"

OMFG.

there goes my life. T___________T

BAD BAD BAD idea to have family members in your facebook.

headache headache.

2009-01-10T00:54:00.000+08:00

SO, a post about myself. me myself and i. lol.

hurmm. lets see. i hate my job. no.

wait. i dont hate my job.

i hate some of the people i work with. its like.. working with hooligans. LOL.

you dont get me. lol.

i've had enough. im sick of it.

stop putting the blame on me when its not my fucking fault.

stop trying to make me the victim when its not my fucking fault.

try to fucking understand my situation.

try to understand my fucking explanation. maybe you wont. you need english classes. real bad.

dont fucking blame me when you wont wanna communicate.

stop shouting at me like a fucking dog when YOU'RE the one that's in trouble.

I CANT FUCKING WORK WITH "SAKAIS" a.k.a hooligans.

get some books and read up jerks. and yeah. probably consider school and major in science and technology morale yeah?

i think you need that alot tho. pfffft. XD

yay. im quitting soon. yay. dont need to work with unintelligent people anymore. yay.

getting screwed from intelligent people makes me happy. XD

going genting soon. sleep time.

i love you babyJustin. XD dont be mad at me cause i love to throw my temper at ya. HEHE. XD

more updates soon. pics i promise!

again.

2009-01-08T09:50:00.000+08:00

woohoo. 35 times today. T___________T

im gonna murder my pc very soon. XD

LeaderboardsDumb is iBare, not iBear. XD caught ya.

edited*

FYI, i have 13 billboards confirmed, and to be printed asap. and one more pending.

PLEASE TAKE NOTE AND STOP GIVING ME SMALL LIL JOB.

and i dont do small stuff anymore. remember? i ONLY print billboard.

XD fuck you. and get out of my face.

bad day.

2009-01-07T19:52:00.000+08:00

i had a FANTASTICHORRIBLE day.

i) one hour jam from usj to sunway, wtf. late for work.

ii) weird sounds comin' from the engine, AGAIN. = $$$$

iii) my workin' pc GONE MAD. i kinda like restarted it for 30 times maybe?

iv) think he saw me fiesta-ing.

v) didnt bleed for "Pink Panther 2" billboard.

vi) fuckin' idiot gave me stupid annoying face.

WAT A DAY HUH.

list :

top

bottom

sneakers

heels

handbag

cap

cellphone

new hair do

tattoo

sigh. so many more to go.

lol. its gettin' fun in fiesta now. XD guild war XD

see ya for now. XD