roller coaster ride.

its been a handful back in twenty ten.

i don't think 2011 is gonna get any better.

have you ever felt like you're the narrator of your own story?

every single step you take, there's a voice behind it.

sometimes i wonder if i'm trying too hard or maybe i'm just annoying that we don't hang out anymore.

we lead such different life now, we have such different mind set.

for once, i felt tired getting brainwashed.

it feels kinda good to actually get neutral comments/feedback, people that have actually been through it or those who are very determined to be there.

it did feel really good hanging out with some old buddies again, you guys opened up my mind!

i tried. but i guess it just never worked.

that was the gap that we had since before and it never went away.

a whole lot of people think, NERDS SUCK.

hey assholes, you guys are wrong. they are the people who rocked my world.



who said being a nerd suck, huh? i'm a dam cool one.

how do you define being the POPULAR, the COOL, the one that people always look up to?



shooting a real gun?



lay back and think, how long has it been that you smiled this pure?



it felt really good to be in the comfort zone again.

the people who makes me feel, i didn't have to act it up, i didn't have to always try so hard to be the joke and put a smile on you, i didn't have to hold back.



the people who ALWAYS knew that I AM THE JOKE, whether i am dead silent or a crazy girl on a roller coaster ride. not to forget my favourite swear words.

its rather surprising, memories made me felt like i was,



home.



P/S; Min, Vie, Cass: it's also VERY surprising how far off we went in distance as time goes, it felt like we have never drifted apart. long you guys long time.